It's only been a few days but it feels like forever.
Have been going through hell the past few days studying and I'm so drained, both mentally and emotionally.
I've been so tired the past few days that I've been cooped up in my own world. Having really exhausting thoughts, wanting to give up on everything in life, feeling miserable. I've just been so caught up with stress and spend my days cooped up studying at home or in the library, lazy to go out or communicate with people, only running between home and uni everyday. Seriously, I think the only think I look forward to everyday for the past few days is finishing my day and going home, seeing my dear housemate. Really glad to have her this period and it's always comforting to know I'm not the only having such thoughts (:
I don't know what I'm most worried about now - studying/exams, my lack of faith, summer plans, or my future (more like lack of it). There's just so much going on, but no words to describe. Sigh. I guess that's another problem, my poor communication with people *sigh* Must be a Taurus thing.
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Dear God, I don't know what is Your plan for me, but I put my faith and surrender all to You. Amen.
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