And so it begins

Exams Day #1 and I made it out alive, hohoooo (:

All I can say is, Thank God it's over! One down, three more to go ♥
Can't wait for this to end *sigh*

x

Anyway, today I woke up feeling so blessed and thankful. I've been so fearful and terrified for the longest time up to the point where I felt hopeless and practically gave up studying. But after Skyping with mummy last night, I felt so much more relieved knowing that she's never pressured me in my achievements. And after waking up this morning, I felt even more thankful. Checked my phone only to see so many messages, and some from the most unexpected people (you all know who you are) all telling me they've got my back :') I have the dearest people around me that never fail to pick me back up on my feet.

Audrey Woo, you are truly blessed you know? :') Sometimes you just got to stop being so pessimistic and start counting your blessings instead. For every step back, there's always something pushing you to move two steps forward.

The past week I've been cooping myself up and if I've to honestly admit, I think I was pretty much an emotional wreck. I didn't want to leave home, or talk to people, or even bother doing anything except go to the library and study or stay in my room. The only person I've actually communicated with was Zhi and the only person I've looked forward to talking to everyday.

Today, I finally understood what people mean when they say

"Sometimes you put walls up not to keep people out, but to see who cares enough to break them down.”

Just when I isolate myself from people around me, they still stand by me ♥
I really do have such amazing people in my life. Though I may not see it all the time, the never fail to appear in my darkest hours. Dear God, thank You for restoring my faith and working wonders in incredible ways (:

Two more weeks to go x

You've got this Aud!