Suppress your feelings

I had one heck of an emotional whirlwind today. Everything that happened just made me so prone to tears. I thought that I could handle this easily, but I guess everything came about expectedly. It isn't easy fighting all the tears I held since four in the morning.

"I feel like I'm hurting you by saying this"

You're right.

It did hurt. For that moment I felt numb, and it was as if time just stopped together with my heartbeat. I could feel your words pierce through so sharply.

But it was those words that brought me back to reality. It was what I've been in denial with the whole while.

You're right.

I've got to get hold of myself.